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Hurt NIN
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The Fragile
she shines
in a world
full of ugliness

she matters
when everything
is meaningless

she doesn't see her beauty
she tries to get away

it's just that
nothing seems worth saving
i can't watch her
slip away

i won't let you fall apart

she reads the minds
of all the people as the pass her by
hoping someone can see

if i could fix myself i'd -
but it's too late
for me...

Hurt; lyrics  NIN : Image  Gettyimages
03:11 | 05.08.2010 [the second to last cigarette, alone - epiphany by way of coldplay]
When you try your best but you don't succeed
When you get what you want but not what you need
When you feel so tired but you can't sleep
Stuck in reverse.

And the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can't replace
When you love someone but it goes to waste
Could it be worse?

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

And high up above earth or down below
When you're too in love to let it go
But if you never try you'll never know
Just what you're worth

i was outside for a cigarette as this song started playing. ive heard it many times since the album came out, but it never sank in until tonight. its all too true. i am in a hotel room alone and i know that i fucked up along the way. i wish i could go back and change it, go back to the days when i felt like i could never ever dream of being in love with someone else. i knew that king of love and let the rest of life goals twist it into less of a priority than it really is. i am already in another 'secre' relationship deal. i know it. i will never know an innocent love like i did then. i will have to go one knowing that and having that shape my life. i wish i never did any of this shit.


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